Not suitable for intimate relationships

Why do I still expect so-called "love"? The difficult problems in life nowadays cannot be solved by love or lovers; on the contrary, my emotions are affected by other people's actions, which is a disgusting behavior that makes me lose control. It seems that I long for others' care and concern when I am in pain. But what is the difference between this and treating people as tools? With this mentality, I am definitely not suitable for entering into a close relationship.

-23.9.11

(Chinese class secretly)