Sometimes I don’t want to be so rational

Sometimes I don’t want to be so rational. I know that some things can be done in a “more cost-effective” way, but that doesn’t completely follow my heart. Maybe I don’t have much money and can’t go on a trip whenever I want. Maybe it’s because I wasn’t born in Shanghai and can’t take two trains for a small event held in the hall of a shopping mall. Maybe it’s because I’m not a self-disciplined person and I have to spend thousands of yuan to sign up for a cram school for half a month. Or maybe I shouldn’t dream about things that don’t belong to me.

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